29 June 2010

To a Little Invisible Being Who is Expected Soon to Become Visible


Germ of new life, whose powers expanding slow
For many a moon their full perfection wait,--
Haste, precious pledge of happy love, to go
Auspicious borne through life's mysterious gate.

What powers lie folded in thy curious frame,--
Senses from objects locked, and mind from thought!
How little canst thou guess thy lofty claim
To grasp at all the worlds the Almighty wrought!

And see, the genial season's warmth to share,
Fresh younglings shoot, and opening roses glow!
Swarms of new life exulting fill the air,--
Haste, infant bud of being, haste to blow!

For thee the nurse prepares her lulling songs,
The eager matrons count the lingering day;
But far the most thy anxious parent longs
On thy soft cheek a mother's kiss to lay.

She only asks to lay her burden down,
That her glad arms that burden may resume;
And nature's sharpest pangs her wishes crown,
That free thee living from thy living tomb.

She longs to fold to her maternal breast
Part of herself, yet to herself unknown;
To see and to salute the stranger guest,
Fed with her life through many a tedious moon.

Come, reap thy rich inheritance of love!
Bask in the fondness of a Mother's eye!
Nor wit nor eloquence her heart shall move
Like the first accents of thy feeble cry.

Haste, little captive, burst thy prison doors!
Launch on the living world, and spring to light!
Nature for thee displays her various stores,
Opens her thousand inlets of delight.

If charmed verse or muttered prayers had power,
With favouring spells to speed thee on thy way,
Anxious I'd bid my beads each passing hour,
Till thy wished smile thy mother's pangs o'erpay.

Anna Lætitia Barbauld

10 June 2010

The Last Word

I just heard a story from my American Literature professor. She was living in Germany. There was graffiti on the wall. Everyone who passed by was looking at it because Germany is so clean and rarely has graffiti. In fact, it was cleaned up and painted over that same day.

The graffiti quoted, "God is dead. -Nietzsche"

The next day in the same spot someone spray-painted, "Nietzsche is dead. -God"

The story struck me as funny or ironic. I'm studying modernism and expressionism. Philosophers at this time were trying to break free from social constraints and some include religion as a constraint. But they cut themselves off from the divine.

How do we really break free from constraints and pressures and limitations? By the hand of God.

04 June 2010

Flashing Moments of Life and My Silence

I guess there are a lot of reasons to have a blog. I have multiple reasons. My main motivation, however, is to write down or write about those flashing moments of life.

Like last night, for example, Keith fell asleep on the couch while I was doing my homework. I was leaning on his leg and typing on the laptop. I looked at his leg sticking out of the big white comforter, and I had this overwhelming love for him and his leg.

Like doing my homework, for example, and seeing my words come up on a page that reflect more understanding than what I thought I understood.

Like realizing, for example, that in the same way that I can miss someone, in such a way that no amount of interaction with other people can fill that lonely spot of my heart--realizing that that is the way Heavenly Father feels about me. In the innumerable prayers that sound in every moment there remains a silence in the ear of God that can only be filled by me.

So that is one reason I have started this blog.
May your life flash before your eyes and within your heart.